Why you call me angel? Once she asked.. I can't be one - must be the other side Cause Angels have never be to cry, they don't get bound with chains, get hit or ****** till bleed they don't have any fears to leave someone alone they never wish they could die angels don't have to live in nightmares They don't need to learn how to love pain to survive they can just laugh and fly away..
No..i said.. you must be an angel You've just forgotten how you loose your wings cause only an angel can do what you do to me Only an angel can make someone laugh Who never even learned to smile and take away all this pain and darkness I've been born in Only an angel can melt a person made of steel to anything that can feel Only you where able to made a person out of a living robot So yes..you are my angel My fallen Angel, shooted down in this hell with broken wings, But with an unbroken heart, just covered in dust to avoid the demons all around, and one day you will get your wings back - you will get them back and get the call to leave this place, and the only thing I want is to grow strong enough to come with you, to resist the way just with these wings you teached me to build out of dreams and beats.. or if I can't..at least I wanna watch your flight back where you really belong
Ok, so you can call me your angel for real, but only if i can call you mine, and if we promise each other to get together on the flight She said and smiling cried..
2 years later she got her wings back as she died.. the last thing she asked me for was to don't stop ,to get ready for this flight, even alone..
and here I am 14 Years later 14 after she's gone- And haven't stop trying to fly, trying to save what she'd left for me to honour what she has done for me.. trying to become a person like her, to teach sometimes someone how to fly, to hold on to my dreams and ever look up in the sky, like as hope to see her there - like she's just gone a moment before.
I just hope she can see me down in here - and I hope she's smiling for what she sees