I bought a mannequin for $65 it was used, just like you. it has a stain on its chest where our matching birthmarks lie two skin toned islands, both yours. I carried it home on a rainy evening, like that wine buzzed night we shared, baked it your favorite cake, chocolate, dulce de leche, strawberry. it was vegan, just for you. I dressed it up in the clothes you left: yoga pants, leopard print bralette, black scarf. your parting gifts. I'm sure it's cold, I'll put the space heater on high, like I always did for you. it doesn't talk much, it just sits eyes vacant, without breath, empty. like you were at the end. a fine replacement. it was used, just like you.