i am dreaming of the furthest room down the hall, the slight fall of the chest as someone sighs deeply
the watery gaze that sees nothing save dull and diffused light
of reasons that have the stink of rationalization on them
of slight couched in invitation to yesterday's cancelled reservation for the chance to revisit the ultimatum where live words held in the mouth words now sentenced to life for murders never said
of the memory of tiny actions for the sake of their intended
of small bright wings painted with the faces of children laughing that flutter in what appears to be aimless flight yet always alighting with precision on the nectarless flowers in their artificial meadow of sleep without dreams or waking