Can the lord be forgiven?
Why is my struggle and strive unyielding?
I feel like heaven has make happiness forbidden;
My heart beats violently
Quietly I succor and gulp-in my fate silently
The dirt of rain makes me feel like the Lord has cursed my fate
The hurt and pain + my outcast state blooms in my outside face
Maybe I 'm a host to all parasites of pain; I guess
Maybe there’s a medium catching every tear I shed
Maybe this is how I 'll live the rest of my life in a rot
Think back to where I start; I stood awhile in thought
I walk through the street' peeping on everyone I see
I use to be a good looking boy with a roman nose;
But now my nose is thin' and it rest upon my chin
God! What's happening?
Send me a savior; My Me-Sire (Messiah)
Let my cry deaf the heaven and send the gods out their empire
you know my heart' you know my pain in entire
Now I ask; is this how I’m gonna live till my time expire