Been reflecting some things Been affected by feelings I came out wiser But sadly not smarter I'll always make the same mistakes At least now my heart won't break Not as much as it used to Now I'm watching out for you too I wish I could be a better person I know that I'm flawed I can't cut off my yearning Sometimes I want it all Didn't share, didn't care and it left me with no one there Learned it the hard way By being a runaway Now hopefully I'll be the reason That you're gonna stay And through all the seasons We either change, or stay the same Leaves turning gold, I'm getting old And all the walls start to grow some mold I'll always look back and remember When we were together, and try to be better So goodbye and farewell To the guy you knew that came from hell