Can i shut off the consciousness frequency
The non resting voice lamenting
About choices i don't wanna revisit
Never rest even when i sleep
I just have to sleeptalk about it
Cause it's like you left
With no plan of returning
Into the dark deep abyss
Drew a veil over life
They now say you ain't no more
But the memories are so fresh
I don't understand what they say.

Can i rewind the tape all the way back
When it was all about innocence
When i never knew how to lose
When i never felt guilty of choices
Not mine to make
Can i get it all back from the start
All the happiness that was
You be so rude 2019
Promise to care.

©Hillα