why

why do i make plans
and wait for my friends to cancel
why do i expect them to cancel
why do i hope that they cancel
why don't i wanna wake up
why do i wanna stay in my bed all day
why does time pass by so slowly
why do i feel so tired all the time

why why why why

why do i have so many questions about life
why can't i just live my life
why do i cry so easily
why are my friends still friends with me

why why why why