Cannot wait to fall and break
just so I can scare those who love me away

Can't wait to hear you scream in my ear
telling me what I have done

I'm not myself
I'm not here
I'm not there
I'm not fine

every time I slip
I collect the pieces of glass
to hurt myself more

more more
I want to ache

don't know

I'm not fine
I'm not there
I'm not here
I'm not myself

Can't wait to see myself shatter

pick up the sharp pieces

hurt myself a little more

just until the screaming echoes out
no noises heard

just until you go away
no questions asked