they say death hurts the most, no it doesn't, what hurt the most is, watching your loved ones die, in front of your eyes, watching their soul being, ripped apart , from their body, watching them go, while all you can do, is just sit numb, mourn over their death, watching the death dance, all around you, showing you, how weak you are, how crippled you are, at that moment we realize, what hurts the most, is the death of loved one