I cherish this river this river of war and peace bursting through the lungs of existance this sweet endurance displayed and hidden in the bloods of blood oh, Hathor, tell me how to be the mother the mistress the child the root the thorn and the flower in the fist of this God giving what needs to be given tempting the laws of the land I try to stand tall and deal ships sail back and forth between heart and uncertainty endless waves to defeat every moment of each day through piles of ashes and gushes of wind I breath in the unknown and exhale tenderness I cling to air and buckets of hope when love storms into my panic room to stir all my senses and show me the way