Someone always left the canoe sled up on the suburban hill where my parents lived in Lancaster when my father was still alive the hot button of bronze rusted park bench water fountains mustard grime on fujianeze chemical roads, factory capes bustling out diet coke smoke plumes over ornate Qing green shrines, the sky congested congregates in the priestβs hands passing out grilled flatbread stained with silver coins on the shivering blades of velvet grass up top to khaki canals behind the town where empty six-pack rings swim down to where the homeless sleep and feed the water with blistered feetβ but underneath a vale of Caspian light lanterns red as congealed hearts the smell of fireworks overtakes gas and for one night it is the country my parents remember