Its funny to me because I tried to write A poem about how much it hurt And then there was nothing I literally stared at a wall in silence while You became the static between channels A blank alien whistle coming from the void A picture of white flowers with white words on white paper I hadn't realized how long it had been since it actually hurt But I couldn't avoid the fact that you changed me And how I have managed to be happy a few times without you And that I just wrote a poem about how funny it is that you killed me inside