to think it was anything more than a game a game only made for one and I wasn’t made to be a player
to think to actually think I was more than a body
more than a body that you took for yourself
you took things that never belonged to you that were never open to you
you took them in your hands like I took a razor in mine
sitting in the tub tears hitting the wounds on my wrists head hanging between my legs listening to the slow bang of my heart against my ribs trying to catch my breath trying to stop the blood trying to fight for my life
and yet you were the one hurting bleeding out taking your last breath
part two of a six part series of letter I wrote to all of the men who broke my heart and took a piece of it with them