I am in the middle of a wake a paper weight holding down the pondering, wandering thoughts of a man who commuted suicide
in the magrins people write their sorrows in a dialect I recognize but do not fully understand I read them because they hand them to me
it is not my sorrow to take I have no right to it but it is their sorrow to share broken off into shards passed hand to hand in hopes the sharp edges may dull in time
I will hold each shard given warm them in my hands dull the edges on my flesh before I return it to the teller So that they are one step closer to a picture that no longer hurts to touch