Dec 2018
After much contemplation,
Self-preservation and intent meditation.
After many 3am meetings with the moon, many stitches holding me together after I pulled me apart.
After much soul searching and crippling doubt, Many silent poem designed put these flames out.
I befriended surrender!
I will love you forever as forever doesn't exist. I could be here tomorrow or walk into deaths mist.
Though loving you hurts its a pain that I know. It never leaves my side and like love it will grow.
Unlike you this pain loves me back, ill give myself up to it. A relationship of misery seems to be a must, so like a normal marriage for the one I can't have I'll always lust.
Self-preservation and intent meditation.
After many 3am meetings with the moon, many stitches holding me together after I pulled me apart.
After much soul searching and crippling doubt, Many silent poem designed put these flames out.
I befriended surrender!
I will love you forever as forever doesn't exist. I could be here tomorrow or walk into deaths mist.
Though loving you hurts its a pain that I know. It never leaves my side and like love it will grow.
Unlike you this pain loves me back, ill give myself up to it. A relationship of misery seems to be a must, so like a normal marriage for the one I can't have I'll always lust.
