i am so unbelievably angry with you youve got everyone convinced that you are the most beautiful and kind soul the universe has ever spawned but i know the truth i know the truth about you i know that you used to hit me out of anger you refused to control i remember you sprawled out on the floor screaming of death i remember when you prepared yourself for the end and said it was all for me you said it was all for me then why am i so angry with you?