It burns deep in my chest
It never allows my mind to rest
It keeps me up late at night
It forces me to make decisions I know isn't right
It is upon me like black is on the night
Consumes me like a flame
Yeah it's called pain
It feels like it will never end
It feels like I will never win
Am I paying for my sins?
It brings grey clouds with pouring rain
Its rain that pours from my eyes
Around others I smile and put on my disguise
When will my joy so exuberant begin?
When will I find true happiness again?
I wish someone would hear my cry
And stop this misery within me tonight.