I am the best of the best, and you can put it to the test but you will find that only I am sublime.
Yet, why do I feel this way, angry and repressed tired and distressed. Irritation is my constant state. and it is increasing at an alarming rate.
Maybe if I could just null the emotion, To sink beneath the waves of ocean, To get lost in all the commotion, To fall in love with self-devotion, but, no, forget I even made the notion, of doing something like letting go.
For it's too easy a way out, and I will not leave a doubt that I am here to stay, much to my own dismay.
Why? Because, I am the best of the best. And I have put that to the test. for better or worse, my intelligence is a curse.
What it's like to be in the top 2% in high school class standing.