You think you’re the only one who felt pain?
I felt that too.
You think you’re the only one who was left alone, cast away, hurt and humiliated?
I felt that too.
You think you were the only one who got they’re heart ripped out and forgotten?
Trust me, I felt that too.
You’re not alone, it wasn’t only you, I felt all these things too.
They say they love me one day, and the next day they didn’t.
They told me I was they’re whole world, and then they were gone.
I gave them everything, my trust, my love, and loyalty, they were the only person I see.
But still, they chose to hurt me.
You’re not the only one who had heartbreaks, pain, and suffering.
You’re not the only one that people just forget and leave behind.
You’re not the only one that relied on one person who supposed to love you, but instead, they make you feel worthless and sad inside.
You’re not the only one who wakes up and wish it would end, that you don’t have to put on a fake smile and pretend.
You’re not the only one whose heart has turned frozen cold, and just can’t do it anymore.
Most of all, you’re not the only one who have scars that run so deep, that might take a long time to heal.
I’m still here!
I’m still here trying to love you.
I’m still here trying once again.
I’m still here because of the good I see in you, and I know you're worth it.
I’m still here trying to be there for you and show you that you can always try again.
But you constantly push me away.
You constantly say I will hurt you.
You constantly give me excuse after excuse, because deep down you know that you love me.
Why?
Don’t you want to try again?
I know it’s frightening, trust me I’m scared too, no matter how much you try to push me away I still want you.
But if you don’t wake up and open your eyes and see, eventually when you finally do, I won’t be here anymore.
And this time who will you blame? me or you?