I pictured you on the night we first spent together
you looked at me with your little crooked smile
and your bangs brushing the surface of your eyes
That’s where I fell in love
You were beautiful

Then

You went away
Yet you’re still here
but it’s not the same
you’re different
You’re gone

you said
“I don’t love you”
then you went into her arms
Giving her that crooked smile

It’s been a year & four months
I’m here waiting for your return...
Why have I not  convinced myself that you are never coming back.