I look into the dark abyss of thoughts Questions They multiply in this endless abyss The end is near I want it At the same time I am trembling with fear I rub my eyes to look clearly But I do not understand anything A black, boundless abyss Getting closer to me It deepens It devours me It penetrates through me I open my mouth to shout But I spit out the darkness out of my mouth Pain mixed with despair Tears mixed with blood Nothing stops And suddenly Black is pouring out of my eyes So deep So beautiful So calm I do not understand it I am still waiting for this end But this abyss gives me a chance A chance to escape So what should I do?