to love is to be afraid. afraid of forever. because forever is eternity. and eternity creates disquiet. but with you it seems at ease, this notion on loving incessantly. almost like the concept of time is nonexistent, that with you it does not grieve. my heart be disposed, pray. that I may love you. and give you everything. everything. a list of firsts and lasts. comfortably and effortlessly, so it seems it was painted without a fault. stars aligned just perfectly, hearts in sync as one. that I may love you selflessly, without fear of failure, or the concept of an unworthy mind.