You'll never hear me say That I want to hurt myself That cuts line my skin
You'll never hear me say That I have dark thoughts That I am sick
You'll never hear me say That I imagine my funeral That I dream of it
You'll never hear me say That I know how to tie a noose That I've done it before
You'll never hear me say That I've picked the date That I have it planned
You'll never hear me say That I'm afraid of myself That I don't know what I'll do
You'll never hear me say That I need help
I know I should be hospitalized but I don't want to do that to my mother. I don't want to live with the shame, with the pain. I just want it to be over with.