Maybe if I write a poem I can pour this out of me Maybe I can find the answers as to why you left me It was sudden, it came with no warning, yet came it did As I write this, my hands shake and I am racking my head Trying to find a mistake, where I went wrong The echo of your voice fills the silence with noise I want to listen, I want to hear it again... But it´s gone... ...You saw to that ...You cut that lifeline with a sword ...Dead and gone, with nothing but a touch And my head tries to fill the void Hallucinations, whispers and specters Ghosts, mirages and flashes Nothing but party tricks Pale imitations of what was and could be The promise of something beatiful Now a corpse, killed not by your hand... But the mistakes guided by mine...