im a broken soul constantly wanting solitude, yet craving the attention of people who couldnt care less. im a tired girl constantly wanting sleep, yet sitting up at 4 am pondering the real reason i feel so empty im a quiet girl allowing anyone and everyone to walk over her, as long as their own needs are met im an erratic girl making ****** poetry at 9pm at my dining table out of the blue, trying to release heavy emotions that weigh me down like violent tidal waves im a scared girl scared of death and what comes next, yet inhaling the fumes of my 5th cigarette i dont know exactly where im getting with this.