He made me feel low even at my worst He made me feel worthless He made me feel pain He made me feel unwanted He disrespected me He was never honest He said he will always change He would call me mean names He would yell at me for no reason He made me think that I couldn’t live without him If things didn’t go his way there was no way. He was always cranky He made me cry every night He would hide everything He would always accuse me He try to destroy me He would call me crazy He did so much to me that I thought one day he would change Don’t ever burn yourself to keep others warm cause at the end it’s only you ! It took me years with being with this person to realize he was never going to change .i up lifted my self from this toxic relationship and left it hurts to see people are just heartless and love to take advantage of people and sometimes it has to do with mental illness and trauma they had in the pass lady’s and men don’t stay in a toxic relationship run as far as you can !I made a promise to my self that I would never look back to what broke me at one time.