oddly enough, i am oddly out of touch with this world. i am weak & i am stuck in a whirl. it’s love i seek, but hate i find. the raging anger makes me blind. i am so lost and out of time. - they say do good and good comes back, & ive been good yet still i lack. maybe i should forget it all. no one is here, no one to call, to pick me up on days i fall. im not enough. -