all of this time
I've been suffocating myself with the idea of
Love
I thought maybe
if I loved hard enough
I would be happy.
I was wrong.
Love
was the downfall.
Love
tore me apart and stomped on the pieces.

now I'm here.
Emotionless
but entirely filled with emotions.
Loveless
but weighed down by the love I carry.

and it all started
with
You.