The foot tapping.
The absence of my mind.
The words I constantly repeat.
The fidgeting.
The forgetfulness.
I want it all to go away.
They told me yet again
to take these pills and I'll get better.
I take the pills and nothing is better.
I'm still tapping my feet constantly
and fidgeting and forgetting and I just want to be better.
Will I ever be better?