I sit here, sit here all day.
I watch all the people laugh and play.
I feel my jealousy rising from within.
And in the end, it always wins.

My envy towards their happy smiles.
Their joy running for hundreds of miles.
And I feel my chest tighten, a few tears escape.
And around me everything loses its shape.

The world turns black, then red, then green.
I feel anger and sadness and everything in between.
My heart is hammering, but making no sound.
And everything melts away into the background.

Because you still haunt me,
Because you still daunt me,
Because of how much pain you caused me.

Because of the calls,
Because of the brawls,
Because I met my final fall.

My heart is shattered, can't be rescued.
But I know I'd still run back to you.