i still see you sitting in the sun holding a pale ale up in salutation steel grey hair flowing down your back legs crossed at knee ankle jigging up and down to the beat of the music in your head dressed in "blacks" with a flash of colour this time pale lemon in your hand a dhurrie, self rolled, thin and a little bent smoking gently, the whisp of it curling in the breeze today your face is thoughtful caught up in a memory that brings the corners of mouth up into a wry smile. i still see you in the periphery of my mind yet when i turn you are gone.. a memory playing tag with my heart