My brain is a brick Completely made of stone Yank me from space and through clouds Back to earth and my statuette body A little help with a ***** from these poisonous thorns make me feel warm again Give my lungs air and my veins blood It never lasts- this euphoric sense of humanity This utopia of the mundane Again this suffocating fog of storm clouds will pull me in Drowning me My immovable stone lips peel into a smile and smoke billows out Pink returns to my cheeks and brown to my pupils My heart jerks into motion, jobless for decades A white flying saucer hits my tongue and reflex pulls it in Down into my empty and hungry belly My joints crick and crack into motion First thought joy next running from the ocean of darkness The rose wilts Smoke turns into only remnants of vapors And I feel my fingertips tingle- feeling leaving as well as my flying saucer