In a Catholic school, I was nothing but an untrained brain, a pair of legs in a short skirt, and calves in knee-high black socks pulling my skirt down, tugging at the wool to protect myself. I never thought myself to be apart of that group, never gotten ***** or abused, but then, I thought longer…harder about my position,
and your greedy hand still finds my legs under the wool, despite my efforts, lingering there for half a second too long. I still feel it when I put myself back in that desk. It wasn’t friendly. It wasn’t innocent. You knew what you were doing. The excuses I made to justify your behavior. I couldn’t fathom how you, a man, much older than me, could touch me without my permission— How easily you could do that to me. Invade my space while I sat there, Frozen, unsure of what to say or do. And now, years later, I quietly utter beneath my breath, “Me too.”