I have worn the same clothes three days in a row the same filth that ingrains onto my skin and scratches at my heart slices through everything
It is big enough to cover the ugly mess that is my body And my arms encase my chest when I'm not wearing it Although I know everyone notices It's not that I can't afford clothes Its that my mind can't accept them
I have one shirt It covers my scars It covers my chest the one I want to cut off just to feel like me it covers my stomach the one that aches from being empty sometimes then hurts from being stuffed full
I want to wear different clothes I don't want to be looked at the way I am but in the end This sweatshirt can feel like my only friend
Yes, it is crusted over with blood on the inside of the left sleeve but only because it is making sure I don't bleed out
Yes, maybe it makes me look bigger than I am but then after a binge nobody notices the bloating because the sweatshirt can hide anything
I don't know where the metaphor ends and reality begins anymore
Some of this is literal and some metaphorical... i'm very confused with this one