sitting in the nurse's office to avoid class my head hurts from thinking too much leaves running after each other outside the window why can't i be that free? i just ruined another thing got yelled at by a friend accused of something i didn't do but my protesting didn't work the leaves are still falling they're scattered on the ground scattered like raindrops from my eyes the road up to the school is painted with leaves the cracks in the pavement are just the scars the world bears can't you see the cracks in me? now i'm afraid to touch everything i see afraid to ruin another thing i'll just leave