I'm becoming okay with not knowing what to do or how I feel. I'm single at 23 with no kids so what else have I got to do except see what happens. That's exciting but also frustrating for someone like me who likes to have a plan. My life now is nothing like I thought it would be a year ago, so how can I think I have any control over the future. I think this will be one of the toughest years of my life because it's one big transition after another. I'm trying to learn as much as I can while not letting my heart make too many of the decisions. I truly have no idea what my life will be even in a few months but I'm getting used to the unpredictable.