Bad dreams? Not good to lay around eyes closed. Seems I dream for you. We'll be together forever. One day. It's almost been a year. Soon. I promise. I left for work A full pack of pall malls In my back pocket. Why? I've worked my *** off For a year. Five dollars is all I got. Can I borrow? There is a wall it seems. I can barely hear you. I'm tempted to smash my head Against it or ******* tear my shirt Off bash the next ******* smile of Contentment into oblivion. Whoa. Idiot. Calm. Slow. Breathe. What would that accomplish In any positive way? ******* shut the hell up! Stop this wheel this perpetual treadmill. ******* all the people why do they seem to be making headway. Oh. Hi. The cashier said $4.25 sir. Hi. 2 bananas a dollar each and a coke A pecan spin. My CPA brain **** calculated Like that's halfway to 9 Of my pay. Still got lunch to buy. Gas I'm not even breaking even. Guy behind me in line Look on his face Like I was too slow In his way, I wanted to flatten him. No. Can't be going around flailing Just because you've managed to **** your life up royally all those nights flashing Benjamin's like you some made guy. The times you did make money. Gaming. Trying to dream. I dream for you. And so it goes. Dreams reality life A lifer at the wheel. Heard a story once Think it was by some Greek About a rock and a hill. I relate.