Polar opposites, polar opposites, polar opposites. The words ricochet around in my head, repeating as I try to parse out their meaning. Yes, different, our shared thread the secret sign language of the unhappy. But there are other things for me. Aren’t there for you? I love your dumb differences, what you are. And me? Is what I am not enough when it’s so contrary? Should we die then? Accept defeat as inevitable when we are impossible? Do we attract, volatile and painful and strong while we last? I have always known this would end badly for me. You are worth the risk, worth the pain. I knew this too, instantly. Didn’t you?