i am dumb. you caught me eating beach sand when steak is upon the table. And now my teeth are crumbling sand castles / as youth begged me to build my empire \ i am old. the guardian of my soul reminds me a hater sees though blind and lovers be blind but can see \an emptiness felt i have never filled. The sensitive see more and the poor eat feasts within their sleep. i weep. bolts of lightening. laughter created the universe. wewereso youthful and time yet born when the few of us decided to explore the 'place of darkness' and found life which creates life. i am dumbfounded. by free will. we all have it but without choice. _/_/_/___