My friends can’t see
That I’m full of anxiety
My mom doesn’t notice
the true reality

All my laughs feel fake
And any moment I’m about to break
To you, I may seem normal
But inside I’m in turmoil

My mind is full of darkness
And my heart is full of cowardness
How do I get repaired
When I feel so impaired

My dreams seem like a distant worry
When tomorrow seems so dreary
I have all these burdens.
And every day it worsens

I am what you cannot perceive.
Everyone is under the deceive
That I take life in a stride.
But the real me is drowning inside