You have to sleep despite the noise, despite the ever-growing banter in the Hallway, the blaring trumpets of Hate; you have to find joy in your own company, since there is no more; you have to grow indifferent to the words thrown around you, they are phrased only in this stupor, cold as it may be; you must hold back any thoughts of leaving as it may further the harshness; you have to be stronger than he is, not letting it get to you, not letting your pain show; you must create joy in her life, for she is the one who has the power to save all of ours; you have to be ready to pass judgement according to your brain, your heart wonβt do the trick; you must deal with the consequences of the world you grew up in shattering, it wasnβt your fault though; you have to sleep despite the silence, despite the tear in reality you caused.