I don’t understand why suicide is a bad word, it happens daily. I don’t understand why a suicide would be one persons fault, it never is. I don’t understand why people say they didn’t do enough, you did everything you could. I don’t understand why people think they can fix it with a hug and a kiss, it’s a lifelong battle. I don’t understand why people think cutting is a suicide attempt, it’s an unhealthy way to stay alive. I don’t understand why people think wanting to die is cool or funny, it’s not. I don’t understand why people feel the need to stare, it’s just a bandaid. I don’t understand why they take your blades, it only causes you to search for more. I don’t understand why people get desensitized to it after awhile, it invalidates your pain. I don’t understand why it’s attention seeking, we always hide it. I don’t understand why I stay at the hospitals for days, it never helps. I don’t understand why I have to keep going, there is no,