Or is it jealousy? Has the story changed? And now i am lost. Was it one plus one, one plus two, or one plus three?
Two minus one is just sad. Three minus two is straight up depressing. Four minus three would be unbearable.
One plus one can sometimes equal one. When it doesnt equal two.
Two plus one sometimes equals one and also two. Or three. Hopefully not one and one and one. Wait, wasnt there one more? One and one and two? Or one and two and one. Certainly not two and one and one, now that would be ridiculous.
Where am i again? Am i lost? Have i lost myself? Have i lost my way?
One and one can be love or lust. And its nearly impossible to tell the difference. Especially being in the midst of it.
So when adding another variable to the equation, the dimension of the solution is intangible. What is right, what is wrong.
Here i am questioning morals again like some kind of modern day philosopher.
"The ratio of questions to answers in my life is not ideal."
Life is all about balance. And that is one of the hardest things to learn. Cause it takes control. Which is also hard to learn. Then you need knowledge and wisdom to know when to use this control and to what extent. Some people have called me a deep thinker.