and there are so many words but i cant get to them. cant hold on enough to figure out their meanings, to find a sentence that makes sense.
and there are too many words that come rushing at me, to take me to a better place, but my feet are rooted to the floor and all i know is that i am missing out.
and then the static takes me again, until it doesn't. and i am a repeat of nothing and everything until i fall apart at the whim of the words, that i don't understand why i simply cant listen.