Your light
Burns through me.

And a sudden throbbing fills me
When you look at me.

Your light,
Almost penetrating me,
Bores holes into my body that lays here without use.

My body broken,
Healing is too late to the
Appointment—

Too late to make a change in my worsening condition.

However, my soul has not been lost.

Make it shine one more time.


And before me you stand,
As if answering my unspoken command.

Carefully,
You guide your thick shell off your body.

Slowly,
You reveal yourself to me.

Light shines in through the window,
Slowly penetrating my pores.

But when I behold you,
I am entombed in a comforting darkness.

You lunge toward me,
Forcing your fragile body forward lustfully.

I cannot resist,
For your darkness calms me—
Entrances me.


And then you shed your final skin.

The true you has emerged,
Thrusting your naked spirit upon my body,
(Filthy with sorrow.)

I behold,
The ****** Innocence coming upon me.

I have lost my chastity to sons of the “evil being”.

No more innocence,
I am the ***** *******.

But this experience brings upon me
A different feeling,
Like that of deeply sleeping.

I draw myself closer,
Where your lips whisper.

I do not need to know what they say,
For I already know the words.

Our fingers intertwining,
Our spirits violently colliding,
I lose myself in the detail of your spirit.

No pain is felt when you are near,
For you are the one I hold dear.

You have lost your sense of indulgent chastity to the likes of me,
A worthless piece of filth with renewed purpose.

Linen and lace
Cover my face,
But they are burning.

We set fire to the peaceful smile,
The quiet enjoyment.

We ignited the fuse,
That we didn’t notice
When it called our names

Here,
With you,
I do not seek truth,
nor forgiveness.

I do not seek my lost chastity or body.
I simply seek you.

Our souls marred from the fire,
We do not care what we look like.

For as the linen burns,
As the fuse ignites,
As the trees stir in the wind,
As electricity is generated up in the clouds above,

We simply dance together,

Rhythmic and beautiful,


Even under all these lies.