I say sorry for feeling emotion,
For been sad or mad,
Happy or exhausted,
A burden left stranded with own thoughts.
They ask how i feel,
Swallowed by guilt for not caring,
As my emotions eat away at my brain and heart,
Like maggots to roadkill my thoughts eat me alive,
Just a face left to all, while anxiety kills me inside.
My emotions are taking over so much i feel as if i lost control of the wheel,
My darkest thoughts drive the car,
I sit passenger watching all the good pass me by,
I just want to stop and feel peace.
I wish i could stop being me at all.