I hate everyone around me

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I can’t say it enough
I’ll never forget the **** you’ve told me
Enough is enough
Apologies worthless, like *** with women who don’t know me
**** it it’s tough
Not a person on earth who can claim that they own me
You’re playin it rough
Maybe 4-5 but no real homies

And nobody knows me
I watch this **** closely
I got time for the broskis

But I’m finding blood hard to deal with
Maybe I should cut off circulation?
I mean I am the fifth
They got two more, who apparently cause them happiness, I’m trouble eh?
Breaking us apart
******* im putting us together
Tethered us and weathered the constant ****
Used my back for heat when y’all were made of leather
I suffered
This is my release
I’ll always love you
But...
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I don’t really know much about poetry and may not write it conventionally but I love to write my feelings down and would love to communicate with others who feel similarly. Thank you