It's not that I don't want to see you,
It's just that I am scared to see you.

It's not that I don't want to be with you,
It's just that I don't want to lose you.

It's not that I haven't tried my best for you,
It's just that I don't know what I can do for you.

It's not that I don't care about you,
It's just that I can't get attached to you.

It's not that I don't love you.
I do, way too much that  I don't want to let you go.

- ponder