I remember crying because I failed to put the pedal on my bicycle I remember the day when I got hit by my old friend for hiding his marbles I remember the lies, tears, and dullness for which I created When I was younger, gazillion times I always thought about the miracle I remember those nights when my mom put me in bed and became a storyteller Telling me how easily people fly crossing islands which was beyond the normal Sometimes, I wish I could have that superpower Wish someday when I get older, I would be a perfect girl People would forget my stupidities and give me that label That, is, miracle.
The cycle comes, and little me was gone
Hello nineteen me,
Welcome to another bedtime story When you could pick a dream, but not really sure whether it'll be real or just fantasy Still hoping that might you be a prodigy, But you forget about the term of mental therapy I do really sorry, Your timeline didn't go as you planned The majority of them was dreadfully failed Haven't you realized it? How many pains did you have? How many failures did you receive? And how many silly things did you do? There are too many to be counted.
You always doing dumb things Procrastinating in something, And jeopardizing everything, You are so embarrassing that you even couldn't bear with your own being You always try yet you always fail You always walk though you always want to fly You always attempt to smile yet you do a lot of cries You compare yourself to other people You always think their life is much easier You start blaming yourself about your awful character Loathing your asymmetric face for not getting prettier Cursing how bad annoying voice out of your manner And blah.
Out of time, wish I could rewind the time Wish I never wanted to dream to have superpower Wish I never wanted to dream it at all
I regret dreaming for some miracle Cos' miracles are unattainable In fortune, there is only fate.
idk, sometimes i just want to spit them out to the world