I'm scared.
What are you going to think of me?
How have you not noticed?
Mother, you used to always say
That you have eyes in the back of your head.
You were always watching,
Always caring.
Why didn't you noticed that your once
Innocent child was now broken?
Your little baby girl,
She now wants to die.
The school told you once.
All you did was threaten to put me in a mental ward.
You never spoke of it again.
Was it because you didn't care?
Or because you were scared?
Scared that you're going to lose your only daughter?
Why didn't you talk to me?
Now it's worse.
I have to talk to someone.
Because maybe I will die.
And you'll wonder why.
Because you never asked if I was okay,
You should have noticed the scars.
They weren't from the cat.